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There's literally one of the most attractive couples next to me and I'm so pissed.
Like, the girl. She pisses me off so much and I NEVER feel like that about ANY girl. EVER.
And her dude is hot, too. And they're seniors in High School I'm assuming.
It'd be a miscalculation to think they're in college.
I mean, they're BEAUTIFUL people. And them together? Happy? The thought of them spending at least a year together, laughing, crying, fucking together?
I'm only 15 1/2, going to be 16 in, like, a month, and yet, even as young as I am, I'm fucking jealous.
I want to actually be loved, I don't want to be used. I don't want to be a toy. I don't want to feel wonderful one day and like shit the next. I don't want competition. I don't want to feel like shit.
For once, like, I want to be more beautiful and I want someone beautiful and tall and kind and musical and has a car and all those other things.
I want to be more beautiful. Like, that's fucked up.
Sorry to be arrogant, but I know I was blessed with good genetics, and GOD I hate looking at them.
I want to be them.
Like, the girl. She pisses me off so much and I NEVER feel like that about ANY girl. EVER.
And her dude is hot, too. And they're seniors in High School I'm assuming.
It'd be a miscalculation to think they're in college.
I mean, they're BEAUTIFUL people. And them together? Happy? The thought of them spending at least a year together, laughing, crying, fucking together?
I'm only 15 1/2, going to be 16 in, like, a month, and yet, even as young as I am, I'm fucking jealous.
I want to actually be loved, I don't want to be used. I don't want to be a toy. I don't want to feel wonderful one day and like shit the next. I don't want competition. I don't want to feel like shit.
For once, like, I want to be more beautiful and I want someone beautiful and tall and kind and musical and has a car and all those other things.
I want to be more beautiful. Like, that's fucked up.
Sorry to be arrogant, but I know I was blessed with good genetics, and GOD I hate looking at them.
I want to be them.
Moving, OCs for adoption!
I literally have no time to afford to clear my overwhelming amount of messages, and I have so many OCs that I've decided to move.
My new account is Flawless-dreamer (https://www.deviantart.com/flawless-dreamer), and I also have a Tumblr, which is flawless-brony
So, here are the characters I am selling and their prices-
:thumb490671378: Juniper, for 75 points
:thumb426059658: Minerva, for 100 points
:thumb410707537: Jonas, for 50 points
:thumb369487241: Kabra, for 50 points
:thumb363525995: Altura, for 50 points
:thumb364542087:Stella, for 75 points
:thumb363139173: Selenuim, for 100 points
:thumb362499769: Ezra, for 75 points
:thumb361126993: Jessica, for 75 points
:thum
Todd Dillinger
That's the name of my new skateboard, so.
Some radical chick gave me it and my pals at the skate park helped me name him.
So.
I can skate now, something I've wanted to do for ages.
AGES.
And another thing, so, I've been dying to either dye my hair lavender or cut it scene style for a long time, too (I'm kinda making changes for myself, being the more the person I want to be...)
Like that, for those who don't know what it's like, but my hair's about 2-4 inches shorter than that when straightened, and it's not NEARLY that dark, so...
Idk. Wavy lavender hair or scene hair?
Inbox finally cleared!!! Commissions OPEN!
I have no idea the last time I had no messages...it feels so awesome to be free of crap that stresses me out everytime I go on dA
I just never have time, ya know?:shrug::XD:
Commissions are open, too! So note me so I can get all NEW messages! Yay!!! :dance:
Sorry for my absence, summer is CRAZY this year! I have a babysitting gig, traveling all over MT, going over some family issues, my iPod broke so I need to get that fixed...you know how it is. But, I promise I'll buy time to get some art on my gallery, you guys! :lol:
Perhaps I should actually get some refs started-I might begin with Parralax and Xavier, and I have Zed's ref done at my
10,000 Pageviews~!
I can't believe it you guys, thank you so much!
I want to make an image in thanks to all this, and what an honor it is, but I honestly don't have enough time right now...:shrug::(
What can I say, I'm in the midst of a busy summer!
And also my computer broke down, so...there's that. I'm just borrowing a friend's computer atm so that's why I'm putting this down.
Anyway, I love you all and thanks again!!!
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I know how you feel - when I was your age I felt the exact same way and wanted the same thing too. Looking back, I must say that high school romances/relationships typically don't last. Not a good place to find long-lasting relationships for yourself, either. Unless you don't care. xD Mr. & Mrs. Hottie are most likely going to have some sort of horrid breakup down the line, and in the meantime, you can work on making yourself the best person you can possibly be - so that when you do meet someone nice that you want to date, you'll be in a great place, feeling wonderful about yourself! 